desired dreams

2003-11-30T16:42:00.000-08:00

yes i did go see TM Revolution. i <3 Takanori Nishikawa i haven't blogged in here in years... most of my recent doings have been on livejournal. who reads this any more any way?

2003-07-01T03:36:00.000-07:00

nov 30, 2003 - edited out fanime pictures since it's a waste of space. TM REVOLUTION iS GOING TO BE AT OTAKON!!! is anyone going to Otakon? will someone go with me? I love TM Revolution so much... and my parents are saying no... that i can't go... and yet i love TMR so much... what do i do? i love TM Revolution. *sighs*

2003-06-05T20:44:00.000-07:00

http://music.asu.edu/e-Notes/Spring2002/mendez.html Rafael Méndez was born on March 26, 1906, in Jiquilpan, Michoacan, Mexico. One of 15 children, Méndez began playing the cornet as a youngster in order to perform with the family orchestra led by his father, Maximino. When Rafael was 10 years old, the Méndez Orchestra played for the Mexican revolutionist, General Pancho Villa, who "invited" the

2003-06-02T01:43:00.000-07:00

searching for a comapanion -> relationship person: gender: girl or guy must be: a musician of some type (prefering horn player... or brass player..) must like: classical music, and open to new music optional brownie pts: if you like travelling, sight-seeing, anime, japanese culture, intro to new cultures. exploring the world. if interested please email me lilusako@japanimation.com

2003-06-01T23:52:00.000-07:00

*prods her blog* i guess i'm kinda alive. i keep on saying that in all my blogs... ljs or whatever. everything has been super busy. its crazy. i have a big cut on my leg... damn metal rulers. i dislike plaster... *kills it* yeah. i want to talk about things but i'm a bit lazy. i really want to talk to someone special... but i doubt i ever will. -_-;;; i'm exhausted. i should work on homework.

2003-05-06T15:55:00.000-07:00

i'm alive... sort of... not really.

2003-04-12T13:13:00.000-07:00

I've been really busy... taking 21 units is so crazy! But i'm having a great time along the way! this has been a crazy crazy weekend... and i know that this whole week will be crazy! I like that word... crazy. heh. So last night i saw the LA Phil again! :D Tchaikovski's 5th Symphony... (and a new contemporary peice by Levinson... called five fires) Levinson's Five Fires: It was weird. weird.

2003-04-07T19:57:00.000-07:00

life's a bitch. currently searching for a man (or woman)... must meet the following requirements: - open minded - a musician - loves classical music - loves the arts - within the age range of (18-25) currently heart broken and depressed... wanting a horn player. so badly. so badly.

2003-03-29T02:06:00.000-08:00

new layout. woo. almost done. a few things to finish.

2003-03-26T21:01:00.000-08:00

Going home to Pomona Yay! I got a whole buncha cds from the San Carlos Library... *burning like a mad woman* I have a copy of the sweeney todd musical! bwahahahah! I will blare it in my room. >:D I also have lots of bruckner now... and some shostakovhich... >:D bwahahaha! teeheehee. *scampers off*

2003-03-24T20:08:00.000-08:00

random hornplayer mailing list things: "The tube length is not important but how you manage, how you guide (the gun)" - quote from CNN reporter about Iraqi artillery, ha, ha, hoh, hoh ! March 23rd, 2003 They meant targeting via helicopter weapon guidance systems. No suspicion about sex etc. or what you might think dirty. Well, it could apply to horn playing: F-horn, E-horn, E-flat, D, C,

2003-03-23T22:17:00.000-08:00

home for vacation... will return to Pomona on thursday. internet slow.. *kills it* went to japantown yesterday - it was fun went to see carrie's Latinoamericana concert. it was very good... she was very sexy. *wanted to glompage her... XD XD XD* tomorrow: lesson w/ carrie! small trip to haight and amoeba music! yay! then trip to indian casino... w/ daddy. :D tuesday: dr. appointment, then Malibu

2003-03-21T03:34:00.000-08:00

everyone keeps on talking about the war. all i can say is: Fuck-it-all We're all going to hell. We're all going to die. I might as well live the rest of my life. i'm not even going to try and worry and shit my pants about it. cuz i can't really do anything about it... "we should take those black widows and stick em in Bush's room" - me. hah.

2003-03-03T01:11:00.000-08:00

interesting: (from this website - http://mrs.umn.edu/~asch0045/music.html) (3.)The times of Stalin rule in the Soviet Union were fragmented and chaotic. Most people were afraid to do what they wanted. Musicians were the same way, afraid to do something that might be considered different or new. Musicians who had vastly different talents and ideology flirting with both sides was sometimes a very

2003-02-26T03:47:00.000-08:00

his favorite composer is Brucker. esp sym number 7. he works for robinson's may he's in a brass quintet, and his local church orchestra. he goes to CSULB. he's friends w/ Chris Folsom... son of Jerry Folsom. drives a black buick... *runs away*

2003-02-23T03:47:00.000-08:00

i went to the LA Phil. It was great. - the Planets was awesome. - underground hall w/ bar and bathroom is cool and unique. - backstage... OMG. SO COOL. (i am a pampered horn player) - Meeting Jerry Folsom SUPAH COOL. (mark worships him... bwahaha) - Sabrina (mark's friend) VERY COOL. I felt comfortable around her right off the bat. - Mark/Dave's house = *oogle oogle drool* Tonight: jocy is

2003-02-22T03:34:00.000-08:00

life has been busy. very busy. my bed is full of crap... and i need to clean up after myself. haven't done that yet. so much shit has been going around. its not even funny. family problems friendship problems roommate problems on top of that- education rehersal time homework time staying alive and hopefully getting a job. busy busy busy. i'd have to say tho. family problems is a big issue.

2003-02-18T23:18:00.000-08:00

to everyone outside my world: B00-FUCKIDY-H00. theres too much goddamned bloody drama. and thank god i've opted to step aside and live in my own world. i don't care any more thank you. call me selfish what you will. call me stupid. call me what you wish. i'm happy with myself, my life and decisions. so what does it matter to you?

2003-02-12T17:26:00.000-08:00

My English Concept Paper...: Musical Addiction Music has always been a part of human culture back to the earliest records; music has always existed in some part of society as perhaps a religious chant, or a good old folk song. Music is a part of human nature and has been proven to be a beneficial asset for all occasions. The addiction for music has been imposed to produce a positive and

2003-02-12T16:21:00.000-08:00

todays hornlist article: PRESIDENT ANNOUNCES PLAN FOR NOTE CUT INITIATIVE Crawford, TX, January 28 (AP)â?" In an effort to reach out to Constituencies outside his traditional power base, President George W. Bush today announced a new "note cut" initiative, intended to appeal to classical musicians. Speaking from his ranch in Crawford, Texas, the President prefaced his remarks with some

2003-02-10T18:02:00.000-08:00

a ponderous thought today. I think i know what i want to do with my future. I want to be an acoustical architect. those kind of ppl really do exsist. theres also acoustical egineers... but thats another story. maybe you have to be both to be good at it? but... i think i want to do that. for sure.. okay. wish me luck. I'm going to have my english midterm. joy. -_-;;;;

2003-02-10T02:51:00.000-08:00

http://www.despub.com/L&S11.htm that website makes me SICK. SICK SICK SICK. UNDERBITES make brass playing very difficult if not impossible, because the jaw in this position constantly directs the air upward and away from the lower lip. This reduces full resonance of the sound which requires both lips to function. Potential players with underbites should be steered to other instrument families,

2003-02-06T22:06:00.000-08:00

CANADIAN BRASS!

2003-02-06T12:40:00.000-08:00

[edit 5:46 pm] This post is alllllllllllllllllllllll about Dave i had a dream last night. I'm lost and confused now. i don't know what to think. yes this has to relate to the men that she likes. yet again. Mark and Dave. Dave and Mark... why? i don't understand. Damn men... so appealing. so my dream: i was at school, getting out of class in the late afternoon. perhaps around 5pm? 6pm? closer

2003-02-04T14:04:00.000-08:00

it's not gonna stop. this feeling keeps on going. over the weekend i was on such a happy high, i was happy. nothing could stop me from being happy. the weekend was so great. my hopes were brought up high yet again... and then all of a sudden it hits again. i get sick on monday... it's only tuesday. how painful. and... when you've become so happy over someone... and just feel as if you've lost

2003-02-03T14:09:00.000-08:00

I've fallen in love w/ Saint Saens. bwahaha. *listens to the eroticly suggested type song* XD I've been reading up on books about classical music... well. not really "classical" but on composers. I've been reading up on Gustav Holst. He's a really interesting person. What's really funny... is i like his military suites. Then... i read about him some more and read that him and Vaughan Williams

2003-02-02T16:26:00.000-08:00

gee. i haven't really updated in a while. not since last month. happy chinese new year to all those azn ppl out there. year of the sheeeeeeeeeeeeep. yeps. wait and see one day they'll come out w/ chinese new year peeps... shaped in whatever animal of the year is. sheep shaped peeps.... fluffy. marshmellow... mellow... mellow... so yesterday i went to disneyland... it was fun. i got to see

2003-01-25T02:02:00.000-08:00

i have my laptop back. yay. awesome. busy busy. too lazy to type... maybe another time. i want this: http://www.playonline.com/uematsu/tbm/index.html okay i go now

2003-01-15T18:04:00.000-08:00

Jocy still has no computer. this sux0rs ass big time yeah. i might not get it back until the end of this month. IT HELLA sucks. i hate it. it kills me... my mom is calling up best buy and persuing the fact that we had been "misled" and stuff like that. go mom. XD anyway... running on about 4 hrs of sleep... and getting ready to spend lots of money tomorrow. but yeah. gotta go to Carpe Diem

2003-01-10T13:37:00.000-08:00

Currently Jocy has no Internet Access - feel free to call her cell phone So maybe a little update... erm yeah. my classes have been alright... i don't want to write about it. its too much. i have too many classes. this library keyboard sucks. the "c" key is sticky. o_O;; any way. I have studio horn lessons now... so technially... i'm taking 19 unites! W00. *dances* erm yeah. okay. time to go

2003-01-05T16:30:00.000-08:00

My lappytoppy is in the shop... i think its a broken sound card (left speaker wont work) the guy at best buy doesnt believe me. i'm not so sure how long i will not have a compy... *will rely on library* weelllls. school starts tomorrow. wish me luck. =D

2002-12-27T13:07:00.000-08:00

wow. i havent blogged in a while. no holiday wishes. oh well. currently listening to trancy, upbeat music. *dances* uh huh. right. attempted to download aquarian age episode 10. its not working. i'm trying though. i hope everyones holidays have been going well. mentally and emotionally... my xmas wasnt that great. the tension of hatred. you really can feel it. it sucks so much. when you know

2002-12-23T02:42:00.000-08:00

what a busy weekend. i gotta start making xmas cards. many thoughts in my mind. i think i will start doing "morning pages" (or as cat fox puts it, "Mourning Pages") bwahaha. i want to listen to horn jazz. classical songs i want to listen to: js bach brandenburg concerto no. 1 gustav holst military suite no. 1 so many songs... too little time.

2002-12-10T18:08:00.000-08:00

Oh. more xmas thoughts... Canadian Brass CDs Bay Brass CDs American Horn Quartet CDs Any Gustav Holst CD's... (i think i found a new fav composer) TM Revolutions Invoke Single... the list goes on. =X

2002-12-09T18:43:00.000-08:00

1 <3 Furi Kuri.

2002-12-08T03:46:00.000-08:00

Ladies and Gents. I want to date a musician. anyone single? I want someone to play me music... so i can just fall in love over and over again. bathe me in your sweet delicate playing...

2002-12-08T02:44:00.000-08:00

i feel stuck. oh gee. didn't i mention that in my previous blog? as i sit here.... knit and try to download stuff for daniel. i think about what kim told me online sometime ago. was it last night? i dont remember any more. everyone around me has been really edgy. I don't know if its because i feel that way... or if its something else. i was talking to daniel this evening, he was saying,

2002-12-03T16:03:00.000-08:00

i'm stuck. trying to deal with my college classes. planning. planning. planning for next quarter. i find myself stuck and no one there wants to help me. who does? i spent most of my day searching for help. apparently the arc depart. is going to drop me from my arc 102 class. so i gotta reg. for my la 102 class. grand. just grand. la102. lets work w/ plants. i'm so fucking happy. on the

2002-12-03T03:03:00.000-08:00

more ranting on my LJ. god. college life. oh well. i came to blog about xmas... my xmas list that costs too much money: horn mute. (a lewis, marcus bonna, or trumcor would be nice) web cam digi cam a nice sony palm (mini pc) james bond dvds (i already have dr. no, goldeneye, tomorrow never dies) pencil holder for my horn new sweater black dickies shorts (i know... out of season) long knee high

2002-12-02T18:03:00.000-08:00

"There's no words to strings" - random guy in the music building last tuesday. I was in the music building all tuesday evening. just to get fucking away from my roommate. its so sad. everyone knows. everyone in the whole fucking hall. everyone knows, "Oh thats the girl w/ her bf. they make out in the lounge all the time... i don't even want to go watch tv any more because they're ALWAYS there..

2002-11-28T19:14:00.000-08:00

heeeeeeeeellllllllllllllllllllllllllllp. *runs away from evil relatives* they're going to kill me!!! gah. *dies*

2002-11-28T15:45:00.000-08:00

and when i realize i'm only dreaming again. i snap. i get thrown back into reality. the possibilities of ever falling in love again? I dont know. i really don't. when i do fall in love.... where do i find myself again? alone. by myself. Why do i ever think of such a thing? I just have this feeling that nothing will happen. nothing will work out. there will be no love. just a friend. As

2002-11-24T20:44:00.000-08:00

i want vanilla rum tea. =O``` so. here's the scoop about dorm life. I was talking to Tia - cuz she got home from rock climbing. Tia: "So I was sleeping Friday night, because Saturday I was leaving to go rock climbing... and the grossest thing happened. I woke up around early mid-day (noon ish) and i see Luz (other room mate) sucking face with her boyfriend. It was not a pleasant thing to see

2002-11-23T12:19:00.000-08:00

I'm over at kim's place! weeee! its a lot more spacious compared to my room. considering that kim only has to share with one other person. the amtrak ride over here was interesting, somewhat senic once i started going through Ventura and stuff. It was nice. Kim picked me up at the train station... and it was like... *sniff sniff* mMMmmm... fresh air. LoL. after that we went shopping downtown

2002-11-21T14:31:00.000-08:00

english final: what is the purpose of storytelling.

2002-11-21T14:09:00.000-08:00

been reading up on Cyber Security Enhancement Act ... something new something interesting. i still love classical music. XD happi-ness is me. I can't stop thinking about it. isnt it scary?

2002-11-20T23:30:00.000-08:00

before i forget. Thx Daniel & Erica for the wonderful gifts. now i have something to eat while i drink tea. =D waaaaaaaaaaahooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! *happi*

2002-11-20T22:57:00.000-08:00

hmm. now that i think about it. the scary obessession continues. mark < davids age mark = long beach state mark = big bum w/ nothing else to do but play music. i love it already. bwahahaha. XD

2002-11-20T22:50:00.000-08:00

Today was the concert band performance. Even though there were some flubs here and there (ie trumpet entrance, and my D-G-D-#C-D flub - in the 2nd D, in concertino...) this band concert R0x0rEd. for realz. so i did feel nervous. yet after that... i was all like, "Thats it? theres no more? Get David (tuba guy) back on and lets play all over again! C'mon! Yah yah!" I was really HAPPY. it was scary

2002-11-15T10:51:00.000-08:00

the tired-ness kicking in. going to die... want to sleep... must work on group project. let me sleep... so i can stay away from the scary people downstairs.

2002-11-15T04:42:00.000-08:00

damn it. i just lost all my text. -_-;; that sucks. and i was just talking about this friend... i just started to get to know. he's interesting... he's far more amusing when he's drunk. esp when it does feel like everything he's saying is the truth. esp when he confesses about his feelings as a friend... and his undying true love for that friendship. yeah. amusing ne? what gets me. how can

2002-11-15T00:37:00.000-08:00

i have a favorite new oil scent. Its called Orange Blossom... I've been hanging out waaaaay too much next door. Norma (next door neighboor) is my aromatherapy goddess. XD

2002-11-13T02:08:00.000-08:00

i got a live journal. it's all Mel's fault. I'm blaming her. so if you see no posting here... check out my live journal.

2002-11-08T19:43:00.000-08:00

Is this image better? o_O

2002-11-08T02:54:00.000-08:00

boredom and ENV 120 (Intro to computers in design class) strikes!

2002-11-08T01:22:00.000-08:00

College Life... (thx kim for the pic! love you!) Left to Right: Peter, Mr. Sugar Skull Head, Clinton

2002-11-07T21:31:00.000-08:00

its so weird. i feel as if i'm looking into the world behind the windows. Behind the glass wall. Just watching. lately... everythings been kinda... awkward i guess? Like all my high school friends and stuff are out doing their own thing, and me being in my own world. Most times now and days i feel as if i don't belong. I dont feel like i belong anywhere. that no one really wants me here. I

2002-11-05T03:03:00.000-08:00

gee whiz. i'm actually blogging. I dont really blog any more. i'm just too lazy to. i'm feeling somewhat tired. so i'll blog a little and go to bed. I had a big fat project due today - "VISUAL IMAGES" in my Design Foundations 1 class. who knows how many hours i put into it... probably over 30 or so... but. i spent so much money at kinko's. pissed me off. what i hate though, is that my class is

2002-10-30T20:20:00.000-08:00

i want to cry. someone hold me. -_-

2002-10-30T09:49:00.000-08:00

http://www.polykarbon.com/tutorials/ http://xenith.keenspace.com/tutorial1.htm http://urdraw.virtualave.net/Computer_Graphics/ as my stomach growls during the class. ><;; i'm so hungry. my lecture class today was only 10 min. makes me wonder if it was worth staying up all night... well at least the next 3 meetings have been canceled. yesh! *dances* I realized tho... Kenjir0x0rz is fun to

2002-10-30T06:41:00.000-08:00

How long does it take Jocy to eat a Babe Ruth king size candy bar? 3 days. @_@;;;

2002-10-30T05:25:00.000-08:00

now and days... i dont really sleep any more do i? I dont really blog any more either. But since i'm up at the crack of dawn... well... its not dawn yet. I've been procrastinating from actual math homework... I've managed to sew two kitty ear headband things. O_o;; something like that. for both my friends. yeah. something like that. But i'm actually sewing. its all this gothic lolita trend. i

2002-10-29T15:44:00.000-08:00

Thanks Gracie for the postcard! I just love dem alcoholic drinkies! yay! I think I got a free horn teacher. *happy* she's interesting. she says my embochure needs to build up. So... i'm going to try and practice everyday. or at least on all the days we dont have band. That'll improve my embochure right? I still need to buy a mute. So i've already registered for all my classes. I'll probably be

2002-10-28T22:41:00.000-08:00

i havent blogged in a while. o.o;; *goes off reading*

2002-10-25T12:06:00.000-07:00

been awake for the past... oh... i've lost count of the hours. who knows when the last time i went to bed? i realized here in college its so easy to let time slip by your fingers... to the point where you dont even realize that its already time to get up and go to class. you realize you haven't slept at all. this past week has been like that - because of that... i made it on time to all of my

2002-10-20T13:46:00.000-07:00

It would appear that Claude is French and cannot understand everything that is being said on the listserve at the moment. Having participated in a list regulated in a friendly manner, he would like to know if a war has really been declared against Prof. Pizka and thanks you for keeping him informed....... no one would understand but me... XD

2002-10-13T15:38:00.000-07:00

I've been feeling really sick... -_-;; the scary girl down the hall got everyone sick - including me. I'm sniffling and feverish and all. it sux0rs. But i've been busy anyway... i think i will finish my homework after this blog... and start working on the me & my website again... or re-do mine. i donno. but this past week i've been busy busy busy. ENV 101 class is crazy! XD but its hella fun. i

2002-10-06T13:35:00.000-07:00

*whines* i want my own website. =(

2002-10-04T03:04:00.000-07:00

Hahahaha. i'm just copying and pasting from the K-Lounge. so todays posting: uuurrr durr... after spending about half hour working on cosplay, watching the movie queen of the damned... i find myself sitting infront of the computer. again. i'm still wide awake. must have been the tea. i should go to bed. argh. i hate myself for drinking tea late at night. my room mate is still out... she went

2002-10-03T23:06:00.000-07:00

yukiryu009: i just found ericas ear clamp still attached to my ear... yukiryu009: ... vam pu sako: ROTFLMAO

2002-09-28T00:08:00.000-07:00

i haven't posted in a while. thing have happened over the past few days... and well. today was a very big day. my first time in downtown LA, w/o any parents, car, gas, and stuff. so my ENV 101 class decided, "Hey! Lets go to downtown LA on friday!" (this was last week, when school started). We arranged rides, figured out times, brought water, etc etc etc. so today: - woke up at 6:40am (having

2002-09-20T01:20:00.000-07:00

bleee. my eyes are dying. so tired so tired. i've got class tomorrow @ 8am. great. but nothing after that. so today was the first day of school. yay. sux0rs. -_-; for realz. english @ 1 pm - since i didnt get into nice english... i got put into engrish 096. blah. it hella sux0rs and all... the teacher was saying, "Oh well your going to write 6 essays..." and i'm thinking, "Only 6? peh. what

2002-09-19T00:28:00.000-07:00

weeeeeeeeeeeee! hey hey hey. i'm in college now. yay! over at cal poly pomona. so yah. things have been really hectic and all, still doing last minute shopping and whatnot... yah. we went to walmart. yay! i start school tomorrow... and yah. o_O;; first class is at 1pm. so yah. go sucky english class! engrish! engrish! i sux0rs majorly @ engrish. -_-;;; so not an engrish person. Later in the

2002-09-16T03:23:00.000-07:00

The Band Quiz By Rahel I love my horn. *huggles it to death... squish... squished brass...* i've been packing things away... only 2 days more. then off to pomona... with me hemming and sewing all the way! bwahahaha. speaking of which tomorrow i will get sewing stuff and build a better sewing kit then the crappy one i have now. i will also buy other last minute stuff. yeah. i've accomplished a

2002-09-12T12:09:00.000-07:00

vam pu sako: almost done uploading. >_< vam pu sako: you can get this song once its done: vam pu sako: http://lilusako.themcsgirlfriend.com/lovingyou.mp3 SoBeAtoki 2: how the heck can you upload via 56k? isn't that a bit long? SoBeAtoki 2: lolz vam pu sako: nope vam pu sako: about 15 minutes? vam pu sako: <~ has patient SoBeAtoki 2: and this is me & my - loving you? vam pu sako: loving you us

2002-09-11T23:22:00.000-07:00

i need to write to Mayene. I will. promise! gomen nasi~~~. -_-;;; also... i will soon... S L I P S T I T C H... gah. *flop*

2002-09-09T11:57:00.000-07:00

i really havent posted anything here for a while huh? but then again i haven't really been on the internet for quite some time. maybe i'll post tonite. if i feel like it. =P

2002-08-31T00:24:00.000-07:00

itchy itchy itchy. i'm back from indonesia! its nice to be back. no more hot humid weather. bwahahaha. my mosquito bites still itch tho. but i finished reading the vampire lestat. so now i'm going to start reading queen of the damned... and then watch the movie. o_O;;

2002-08-11T00:04:00.000-07:00

wai wai. hopefully i'll finish working on the website tonite - i'm not sure about the me and my shrine. i'll get that up sometime. i think i want to make the website first. so yah. i ramble off now. XD

2002-08-10T03:09:00.000-07:00

My Romance MeterOptimist 65%..35% Cynic Close 68%..32% DistantLong Term 43%..57% BriefWhat does my romance meter read?

2002-08-09T02:32:00.000-07:00

blah. i'm like on the verge of thinking that eeryone is angry at me or something. I don't know. i dont know if they are or not. i can't tell at all really. lately it just seems as if everyone is ready to yell at me. or at least thats how i feel. i feel as if people have been really snappy with me. maybe its just me? i don't know. like the other day, a day which i was not working, i had planned

2002-08-08T01:47:00.000-07:00

gah. just lost my blog post... stupid laptop. blah. i'll type it up again some other time. *lazy now*

2002-08-06T11:40:00.000-07:00

http://www.orangeday.net/print/howtomake.html bwahahaha. i plan on making doujinshi stationary. o_O;;

2002-08-05T17:32:00.000-07:00

i am bored and am at work... answering oh... about 200+ emails. someone shoot me. i hate dbz.

2002-08-05T12:38:00.000-07:00

wai wai. i'm at work right now. not fun. -_- but i finally heard what happened w/ Erica's mom... so i'm going to go visit her house today, bring some flowers, and the kidnap erica to go shopping for her b'day. yesh. it should be a good b'day. >_<;;; but yah. what else can i say? I am very tempted to go out and buy a domain name and all... server, domain name... everything. Any one have any

2002-08-05T00:35:00.000-07:00

what a day? I guess. many things happen when your home and not out with friends. i managed to... (today): - play some FFX - watch a few eps of Hunter X Hunter - eat scary salmon food... i'm still feeling sick to my stomach. - be re-united w/ an old middle school classmate thro AIM/I-Net/email/etc. - find out something has gone wrong w/ a friends mom - play go and lose terribly. yes. my stomach

2002-07-30T00:24:00.000-07:00

"... thats why its better to bi-sexu... you get more options..." and theres nothing better then being bi (curious). ROTFL. one of these days i'm going to get myself into trouble. XD XD XD i should be going to bed.. *yawn* i'm still looking for a racer bf/gf/companion... someone get me one damn it. >_<

2002-07-29T23:28:00.000-07:00

There is nothing better then classic wrestling. haha. i was watching RAW (is war... bwahahah) and watching the match between Ric Flair and The Rock. it makes me think back to how long Ric Flair has been around... and how much of a legend he's become. its cool. XD um. yah. i'm going to host Umi's pics for her new layout. it'll be supah cool. it will be her owns... and hers to call her own

2002-07-29T00:45:00.000-07:00

i am blogging-ness-ness-ness... i'm getting tired actually. phooie. today went to church, malibu, went to fux uncles compy... or at least try. i dont really like norton anti virus... they screw around w/ my uncles compy. and then i went to micheals... bought more lanyard string... what else? got milk pearl tea, went home... showered, dyed my hair purple... and i went to catherins house. we worked

2002-07-28T00:11:00.000-07:00

v a m p usako: heya, what kind of music do you listen to? EMShine12: awww...yeah it's been a while EMShine12: umm basically anything v a m p usako: like what? v a m p usako: *is looking for new artists to listen to* ^-^ EMShine12: ani difranco EMShine12: melissa ferrick EMShine12: portishead EMShine12: lamb v a m p usako: what kind of music is that? EMShine12: lucious jackson EMShine12: umm,

2002-07-26T01:02:00.000-07:00

Wow. posting again. after that big long one huh? hah. lately, i've been feeling... empty. I want to cry, for no reason. there has been so much negative energy around me that its starting to take effect on me. it make me want to run away, cuddle with my cow and hide myself from the world. blah. my brother lately has been a bitch. he's always on B-net playing starcraft. Its not tha starcraft is

2002-07-24T00:00:00.000-07:00

re - posting stuff that i put up on k-lounge i had eye surgery on thursday of last week. why you may ask... how shall i describe it? its because i needed it. to make things short, it was so my eyes could remain healthy. - the fact is that my lower eyelashes were being pulled by certain facial muscles to roll into my eye. that is bad. why? because those eyelashes are like barbs to my eyes. Or

2002-07-21T02:40:00.000-07:00

blah. i was blogging.. and i lost my blog. i r lazee to retype. so. i will summerize. XD - pet squad b'day bash went well - relatives forgot birthday again - i failed ap english test... i got a 2. =T - i got eye surgery on thursday (july 18th?) - i got rejected from pomona on thursday - i picked up my portfolio from the San Mateo County AIA (I got a $1,500 scholarship... w00h00!) - went cosplay

2002-07-17T01:40:00.000-07:00

WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEeeeee. New layout. yah. it features Mitani from Hikaru no Go. uM yah. i think tomorrow i'm going to buy the HnG gba game... Yukiryu and I played Go this evening... it was wonderful. I wonder if i am getting better. ^-^;; thx for the game! it was fun. i've been busy, catherine and i will go shopping for fabric... for like our pita ten cosplay. hopefully it will turn it

2002-07-08T01:39:00.000-07:00

gee. i havent blogged in a while. makes me wonder if ppl actually read this stuff. gah. i'm really lazy. dont feel like blogging... maybe i'll put up a simple layout. when i get a chance. i want to use a pic from angelic layer. i bought the manga yesterday. uM. yah. XD i go now. bye bye

2002-06-23T01:03:00.000-07:00

up late yet again. things have been happening... not so happy things i guess. I feel as if a part of me has died... i dont know. i'm depressed again. things have been bothering me... one of the biggest things that has been bothering me: my brother. so on wed (april 19) he asked me if he could go "Game Night" (gamerz go to play @ a place and eat foot, chat, etc... ie board games, card games,

2002-06-20T10:21:00.000-07:00

what i hate... my younger brother. i'll elaborate later. i feel really sick to my stomach.

2002-06-14T19:29:00.000-07:00

I R GRADUMICATED

2002-06-12T22:35:00.000-07:00

jocy: i gots something to ask you jocy: on a serious level. =O nate: ok jocy: when u said, "I love you" did u mean it? =P jocy: <~ doesnt like untruthful love. jocy: haha nate: i meant it as close as we are jocy: as love as friends? ^____^ nate: yes but a little more than friends nate: like family jocy: yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! jocy: <~ is supah happy w/ supah spikey hair jocy: XD nate: even though

2002-06-12T22:22:00.000-07:00

eeeeek. graudation practice sucks... graudation practice took so long that i was able to finish a whole two string lanyard. accidently tho, its c-monts colors... UNINTENTIONAL. T_T;;; i just happened to like the colors blue and silver. <~ is a much0 dork. but yeah. graduation practice was okay... hRm. after that i ran off to mr bice's room and stuff. I talked to sarah, and then i talked to mr