i have my laptop back. yay. awesome. busy busy. too lazy to type... maybe another time.

i want this:
http://www.playonline.com/uematsu/tbm/index.html

okay i go now
- posted by LiLUsako @ 1/25/2003 02:02:00 AM

 
Jocy still has no computer. this sux0rs ass big time

yeah. i might not get it back until the end of this month. IT HELLA sucks. i hate it. it kills me... my mom is calling up best buy and persuing the fact that we had been "misled" and stuff like that. go mom. XD

anyway... running on about 4 hrs of sleep... and getting ready to spend lots of money tomorrow. but yeah. gotta go to Carpe Diem (architecture/drafting store) and buy more supplies for this up comming project due tuesday... so i'll be stuck buying more stuff. *groan* and working a whole bunch of hours on it... time sure passes buy.

hmm. it seemed like my last post didn't come out. well. lets see... i'll give a brief update of whats been going on in the past week or so.

Jan 6 - go back to school
Jan 6 to 8th - reherased and practiced for studio lessons
Jan 9th - auditioned
Jan 10th - looked up results... I got lessons! I got to schedule lessons with Audrey Lamprey (horn teacher) and Janet Noll (piano accompaniest)
Jan 15th - first day of brass ensamble.

between jan 6 - 21st will be working on a Landscape Arch. project.

anyway. between the past days - i got to talk to catherine, as well as kim and grace. its nice to know that some people call. many thankus to them.

brass ensamble was today. It started at 12pm and lasted till 1:40ish. something like that? I lost track of time after 1... apparently... David (tuba) is free between 12 and 2... so we scheduled to play between that time. for a while it was Dave and Meg (trumpet), Gary (trombone and the teacher) and Me. Well... i hope i did okay? I felt somewhat uncomfortable and embarressed... but Gary said, "Oh, well we're going to have to try and break the shy-ness out of you" so... I guess that made me feel uncomfortable?

I miss the security of having another horn player by your side. (ie mark, nate, sig... etc). It bothers me to know that I'm alone again... and that in an ensamble your WEAKNESS does show. [edit] So... my weakness' are... too much pressure on the horn when playing upper range, not enough air. not enough air and not enough air. also... a bit shy too. but not enough air.

Not enough AIR damn you all *shakes her fists*

I promise i will practice. I will get a mute... i will practice. But... I don't know. *sighs* okay. Maybe i'll order a mute online tonight? Watch my parents kill me... and see the bill go up.

I think i might try and go for a Music Librarian job that they're offering... i'm in the music building all the time any way. so i'm going to go talk to Kim (Music organizer person goddess all knowing) and see what is offered.

[edit] 6:04 pm.
Okay. took my english test. i guess i passed? i donno. any way. i'm supposed to work on a "rough draft" but i already did it. maybe i'll leave early and go practice my horn.

I have never in my life played so much in a week
It's only 3 extra units of music classes. only three. but three is a lot.

- Brass Ensamble
- Concert Band
- two different studio lessons.

Which means: Practice, Practice, and Practice

and practice if you have a hangover...

"So over the weekend my brother in law and I decided to go to Wabisabi's sushi restuarant... and then we went to and decided that we needed to drink like fish, since we ate like fish. We stayed up till 2am - I went home and went to bed, got up at the usual 6:30am feeling misrable. Like hell. I was wandering around the house for a while wondering what to do about this aching pain (aka a hangover) and I saw my trombone. I thought to myself... hell why not. I picked up my trombone and practiced for an hour... and I felt much better."

What trombone music professors tell us. Everyone has drank before... (but me... damn me being underaged! *shakes her fist*) But really... he sounds very encouraging. but i figured what I really don't like about it is that I can't slide and get away w/ mistakes. It has to be perfect and all. its kinda scary. but when you think about it - it's not that bad really. i guess it could be much worse. Any way. maybe i'll go and practice. We're playing this peice by Shiedt? Erm. something like that. It might be a while till I blog again... so. *crosses fingers*

i want my laptop back now. *sighs* even if i'm not at the computer 24/7 at least i have that secure feeling that it is there. *hungry* i want something to eat... but i'm too lazy to go eat. I would rather practice. (i know i sound lame... but. oh well).

"In my secret garden you can find the answer of energy and mystery for your own heart"

when will I find that garden? when will i find the answers...

the answer to what? to life? to my exsistance? One day i suppose.

till then i will keep dreaming...
- posted by LiLUsako @ 1/15/2003 06:04:00 PM

 
Currently Jocy has no Internet Access - feel free to call her cell phone

So maybe a little update... erm yeah. my classes have been alright... i don't want to write about it. its too much. i have too many classes. this library keyboard sucks. the "c" key is sticky. o_O;;

any way. I have studio horn lessons now... so technially... i'm taking 19 unites! W00. *dances* erm yeah. okay. time to go do some work... errrr. yeah. XD
- posted by LiLUsako @ 1/10/2003 01:37:00 PM

 
My lappytoppy is in the shop... i think its a broken sound card (left speaker wont work)

the guy at best buy doesnt believe me.

i'm not so sure how long i will not have a compy... *will rely on library*

weelllls. school starts tomorrow. wish me luck. =D
- posted by LiLUsako @ 1/05/2003 04:30:00 PM