desired dreams
Sunday, September 30, 2001
i gotsa finish reading and doing math and such... i don't want to. =(
I'm so lazee.
Chu Chu Rocket OwNz j00r soul!! I gots the game for GBA today. its so addicting.
The movie Ghost is so sad... makes me cry everytime i watch it... the power of love. *sniffles*
New Layout in the works. just need the momentum to do it. =B
Saturday, September 29, 2001
Today was the kiddies tourny. it was kewl. those we thought who would win... didn't. damned curse!
Anyway. DMX ownz j00r soul lyke whut. i love that game. HRuMpH. But besides that... today i was struck with many multiple feelings... it has been one odd night. Seriously, the kiddy tourny was great. But during that time... I helped out w/ the tourny, i did stuff... was happy with my friends, was depressed because of my parents... and just so full of emotion. It's been a wild night.
I've decided however, that sometime i need to get away from all this shit. after i do my college applications. colege apps come out this monday. i'm nervous. i haven't even taken my SAT's. i'm fucking stupid. i can't help it if i don't think with that side of my brain. i truely think... i should go into interior designing. it sounds soooooo much fun. but then again maybe i should get into computers? i dunno. computer networking? maybe both? i dunno. computer engineering? but then again... i thought that interior designing would so be the shit. i mean... i get so caught up looking at (the most recent book) the interior deco bathrooms. those are SOOOOOOO fucking kewl. That book is kewl. i think i will look through that book again. XD I should practice my horn. gah. i'm waiting for a call from Mikael. he said he wanted to talk about something important. i wonder what. ou well. I also got to go to TyZone. It's weird... when your like the only girl of the house for like a good solid 2 or 3 hours. It's just plain fucking weird. But then again, i don't care. I love that house. its got everything! XD Ty was lyke, "You gotsa visit more often" and i'm like... yeah. i wish. T_T; I soooooo wish. i honestly wouldn't mind living there. Maybe i should do that? Save all my money, go to school, major in interior designing... and then live my life like my youth will never end. It sure won't. I'm damned shure. XD Anyway. i should get cracking at my book. i gotsa read that stuff... quiz on it later on monday. craaaazeeeee.
I'll fix this layout... in due time.
But just something i've been thinking a lot...
Everything that I ever want to do in my life... always has a flaw or downside to it.
Everything that I want to do... screws me over.
Everything that I want to be... i can't be.
I dunno? go figure. It hurts my heart just to think about it. its so depressing.
I swear, when i turn 18. I'm running away.
Wild Child running loose. $60 billion reward for returning lost child who broke her parents heart.
Wednesday, September 26, 2001
Friday, September 21, 2001
depressed is not winnar. i dunno why. it makes me feel so... so... blech.
my head being played with. i want to cry but i can't.
Thursday, September 20, 2001
ladeedah. Ich sprechen sie Deutsch! Jetez, Ich muss shlafen. On Freitag ich muss stehe halb 9 Uhr auf, und ich muss lerne ins sie Shuule. Von 9 uhr bis halb 2. Ich moochte leiber schlafen. -_-!!! Nach shuule, von 2 abend Uhr bis 7 abend Uhr ich arbeiten! =( Ich moochte leiber "Comic" buucher lesen. =(
Ich bin katzen!!!!!!! (=^-^=)
(i think i should type more in Deutsch... it will help develop my Deutsch Sprechen skills... =D)
btw... hopefully i said it right. but this is what i was trying to say:
ladeedah.I speak German! Now, I must sleep. On Friday i must get up at 9 (in the Morning) and must learn in School. From 9 (AM) to 1:30 (PM). I would rather sleep (then go to school). -_-!!! After school, from 2:00 (PM) to 7:00(PM) i must work. =( I would rather read comic books! =(
Wednesday, September 19, 2001
Must fix background.
Must fix background.
Must fix background.
I hate my family. well no, i take that back. i dislike my parents. -_-;
Monday, September 17, 2001
I went to watch King Lear last nite. It was good. =D
i can't think of n e thing else. I met Will. Rossi's friend.
I like him. He's kewlies. =D The power of friendship.
It's amazing what it can bring you.
Sunday, September 16, 2001
I l'm really tired. but um. i put up a banner... i hope it looks okay. and i think imma gonna re-do the bg. but i'll do that later. did i ever mention how much i love mai Rosshi? and also... how much i love trigun. i've onlee seen like 2 eps... but i'm in love w/ the anime!!! *_* vasssssssssh. =D
gaaaaaaaah!!! KAWAIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm a loon. a loon full of love.
Is that too much to ask for?
More NY/DC stuff... yeah imma dork. but you know what? There are ppl in NY/DC that suffer... and those NYC DDR peeps. I hope you guys are okay! T_T;
The Skyline.... i never got to see the World Trade Center... and that was my plan when i plan on going to NY. =( and yet, me being so patriotic.... I have that sense of pride of who i am... I am an American.
We are one.
Saturday, September 15, 2001
[revised words, U.S. Version... in tribute to the NY/Wash DC/WTC]
.::[ by DemonWytch of NYC DDR ]::.
We are singing
We'll be winning
We are singing
We'll be winning
You knock us down
But we'll get up again
You're never gonna keep us down
You knock us down
But we'll get up again
You're never gonna keep us down
You knock us down
But we'll get up again
You're never gonna keep us down
You knock us down
But we'll get up again
You're never gonna keep us down
Pissing the U.S. off
Pissing the U.S. off
You thought to terrorize, tried to demoralize
But we just unified, and then we mobilized
You went and woke the sleeping giant once again here
And we are strong even though we're shedding all our tears
Oh....
Big mistake...
Big mistake...
Big mistake!
You knock us down
But we'll get up again
You're never gonna keep us down
You knock us down
But we'll get up again
You're never gonna keep us down
You knock us down
But we'll get up again
You're never gonna keep us down
You knock us down
But we'll get up again
You're never gonna keep us down
so many things have happened. I dont exactly know what to say. Rather... maybe i should post up some emails and pictures that I have recieved concern everything that's happened recently. eh. i'm too tired. will do later.
Wednesday, September 12, 2001
sometimes... working and going to school is harder then you think. and right now, my blogger is being stupid.
Tuesday, September 11, 2001
sometimes i wished my parents realise how stupid i am.... well... when considering my SAT scores... i took the SAT II and my parents think i was brilliant or something. but i'm not. why can't they realise that?
Monday, September 10, 2001
hmm. i bet its been a while since i blogged. yeah. something like that. i still wonder who does read this? anywhoo.
me and my friends went to japantown yesterday. it was grand. =D i like that phrase. so i went with Ramona (the only other girl!), Jared, Daniel, Kevin, and my lil Rossi. It was great... the morning started off by getting up earlee in the morning, i dont remember what time, it was too early. Any way, we took my brother to the opening scoccer ceremony, and then i got dropped off at the Belmont train station, there I met up with Kevin, Daniel and Rossi. We took the KX bus to SF. It was all nice... =D then... we ended up in frisco, we wanted to take kevin to the Metreon... but... it was still closed! it was like only 9:30 in the morning!!! So then we headed over to where Daniel's dad works... a REALLY neet camera store, so we went there... then we left... searched for a restroom cuz i had to go potty! >.< then we headed back to the metreon. Kevin and I played a game of DDR USA.... it was alright... i couldn't hear jack shit on the machine. >.< then gots a phone call from my daddy... so i called him back. Then Rossi and I played a game of DDR 1.5.... errrr... played one stage. The machine was BROOOOOOOOOOOOKEN. we both failed am-3p maniac... we were like... O_______O;;;;;;;;;; which sucks, cuz i'm usually used to high quality pads up at the ATG. >.< any way, after that we headed up to Geary street and took the bus to Japantown.
So we arrived in japantown... YAY! Daniel needed to go grocery shopping for his mom so we went to the store he wanted to go to... and Rossi and I bought a lot of Hi-Chew... that stuff is addiciting!!! >.< Any way it was already like 11:25 or something so we took off to kinokunya.... and was like... oh Ramona isnt here... so we went to the Stationary store... i was like *_*; any way, then Ramona found us at the Stationary Store!!! LoLoLoL. So then we went to Kinokunya... and i had to get manga for kim and sarah.. and it was kewl... i spent like 80 total on everyones stuff... and they didnt have detective conan book 2!!!! I'm all of the depressors now. =( after that... we all got hungri. so we went to go eat at the sushi boat place... =D it was like a half hour wait... so we went to the mochi place too... =9 but then again Jared and Daniel weren't too found of regular mochi. =(
"It looks like something that came from a deer" - jared
I was dying laughing... it was just plainly funny... so i got my dose of mochi (that mochi ladee is insane) and we headed back for lunch! YUMMY. Then we hit the Video Store, Mikado, and the Cellphone store... and other random places... then we went to another grocery store... then Ramona had to go. T_T; after that.... we took some sticy pics...
"Jocy be pimping" and basically headed back to Mission street.... got back in Belmont around 7. Then met up with my dad... and we went to ToTo's pizza.... my dad paied for everyone.... so wonderful daddy!
Then... we talked about going to arriang... XD i think i've fallen in love w/ PIU. =D any way... we decided that Kevin go w/ Ross, and Jared and Daniel and my dad go with me. So we took Daniel home to go pick up some cash, and then we went home to pick up my bro and switch cars... then we headed to arriang... we played PIU. XD nuff said... i think jared played the most... and i played the most non-stops... and as we were about to leave... i thinks i saw Korean Kevin Kim... but i couldnt tell... ross and i were like. O_________O;;; at the guys stylez n stuff. so we were heading out basically... and i saw the music video of Bakkwooooo!!! SHE'S a MERMAID... talk about "change" teeheehee. then... droped everyone home... and went to bed. =D
on sunday.... we went to church... ate lunch... went to malibu... i got a gameboy advance!!! the "Artic" color... x_X i just want chu chu rocket! >.< then went home. i cleaned up my room. not all but most... and while doing that... i was going throu my ex's stuff... and reading his stuff... and like i was pondering many things.
i read so many letters asking for forgiveness. was i cruel to him? was i mean? i realised, as our relatoinship started falling apart... there was no love left... just the sex. er well not really 'sex' but you get my point... the fooling around... the touchies, etc. but its like... wow... so many letters of "I love you" and "Forgive me for my actions" and i'm thinking... i havent gotten any letters like that from Mark. Or Rossi... was i really that mean? i dont know... bouncing back from Mark was a miracle... I love ya Mark. ^-^ you mean something to me.
And then came Rossi... he's so wonderful... he can be a butttt but i dont care. I love him. but then again i think i've said the words, "I love you" but... what does it mean? Its... just weird. I say I love him... because he watches over me, my gaurdian, my support... he is patient with me, able to deal with my persona... understands my ideas and listens to me... and communicates his ideas at all times. I care for him... and I love him. I hope he know's what he means to me.
Ray-chan and I were talking (this was a while ago...) but like... he asked me, "Arn't you afraid of breaking up?" and of course i am!!! thats one of the things i hate!!! when that time finally came between my ex and I... it just seemed right... so i've been hurt... hurt many times over and over again... but it felt right. Its so hard to explain... its just emotions and feelings. So I am frightened. I am scared. I don't know what the future holds... and i'm afraid of the fights, the arguments, the dissagrements and lack of communication that might come up between Rossi and I. I don't want that to happen. That's the last thing i want to happen... i wish things to remain peaceful and perfect like this... i love Ross. gosh. i can't believe this... but its amazing. Its almost... gonna be a year... just a few more months, but with school kicking in.... i won't even realise it... and I've already got the perfect gift for my sweet sweet Rossi. ^^; i'm a loon. Any way... as a closing to this ever so long blog, I'm copying a convo i had with Ray-Chan a long long long time ago... i've been meaning to post it... but i didn't get a chance... and now i'm making this moment my chance... and y'all know that Ray-chan is forever my lil buddy bf (BEST FRIEND... for those of u thinking Boyfriend... yer wroooong). =P ^-^ aishiteru Ray-Chan.
an online date with ray-chan. =P j/p
v a m p usako: my brother is *so* fucking dumb
v a m p usako: he's like, "Why wont you talk to me you
selfish little brat"
v a m p usako: >.<
v a m p usako: and i'm like... well if u keep on calling me
that.. i wont talk to you
moumantaira: and i don't tolerate people who make
fun of digimon >_<
v a m p usako: digimon... is alright.
moumantaira: what'd your brother do THIS time?
=P
v a m p usako: the yaoi part is kewl.
v a m p usako: XD
v a m p usako: my bro kept on calling me a selfish
asshole whore...
moumantaira: all right
v a m p usako: like all friday
v a m p usako: and i'm like... wtf?
moumantaira: x.x
v a m p usako: all the things i do for him... and he calls
me a selfish little brat
moumantaira: digimon characters are cool.... plot is
okay...
v a m p usako: so i'm showing him what selfish is...
leaving him out of *my* world.... the world which i *used*
to share with him
moumantaira: he's a selfish brat >_<
v a m p usako: it makes sence?
moumantaira: are you still gonna get him that ps2?
v a m p usako: one time... i was talking to ross... and
like... i was mad depress0rs and like i was in that "i want to
commit suicide" mood.. and he said, "The most selfish
thing you could ever do in the world... is commit suicide..."
and i was lyke... awwwww T_T;
v a m p usako: if i do
v a m p usako: it'll be for me XD
moumantaira: my sis and i have a very nice sibling
relationship ^^
moumantaira: ........
v a m p usako: thats good
v a m p usako: thou
v a m p usako: cuz my bro doesnt realise what *i* do for
him
v a m p usako: -_-
v a m p usako: he just calls me selfish
moumantaira: but are you still gonna get him that
ps2?
v a m p usako: so thats like... not inluding the times i've
drivin to Mc Donalds and bought him food, and like times
when i've done favors, helped him with homework, teach
life lessons...
v a m p usako: the ps2? if i buy it, its gonna be for me...
unless he changes his mean attittude
v a m p usako: he's hella mean to my parents too
v a m p usako: hella disrespectful
v a m p usako: -_-
moumantaira: well...... i doubt he'd appreciate "life
lessons".... but.... whatever....
v a m p usako: yeah i know
v a m p usako: -_-
moumantaira: -_-*
v a m p usako: he like doesnt realise the things i do for
him
moumantaira: must be that stage...
v a m p usako: all he says is, "All you can do is think for
yourself... you and ross... thats all you ever think about"
v a m p usako: and its like wtf? its like... Ross is the
support that i need to keep me sane... the support that
*you* don't give
v a m p usako: -_-
moumantaira: x.x
v a m p usako: its really scary when he talks to himself
tho
v a m p usako: i'm like oro? o____O;
moumantaira: he talks to himself?
v a m p usako: and then everything he says... its like
sooooooooo close minded.
v a m p usako: yeah he talks to himself occasionally
moumantaira: oh no.....kenshin.......
v a m p usako: he is soooo fucking close minded...
v a m p usako: oro? ^-^
v a m p usako: but like... one time... he was like, "I hate
lesbian girls at my school" and i'm like wtf?! o_O;
moumantaira: .........
moumantaira: mebbe your brother is..... a little
cuckoo....
moumantaira: put the lime in the coconut!....... forget
i said that =P
v a m p usako: and most of the time he insists on
something... and wont take another persons opinion
v a m p usako: I LOVE THAT SONG!
moumantaira: O.O
v a m p usako: XD
moumantaira: hehe
v a m p usako: is it lime or line? i always thought it was
line...
v a m p usako: did i ever make you a tape?
moumantaira: lime makes more sense
v a m p usako: hRm
moumantaira: tape of what?
v a m p usako: so then i take it i never made you a tape?
v a m p usako: yeah....
v a m p usako: sophmore year i went broke.. so i made
individual tapes for everyone
v a m p usako: and theres this one surfer song that i
love... and it has to do with coconuts
v a m p usako: i'll rip the song off the cd and send it to
you some time
v a m p usako: ^^
v a m p usako: its the coconut song
moumantaira: ack i'm downloading the song now >_<
v a m p usako: its like, "Put a line thro the coconut and
drink a bowl..."
moumantaira: it's gonna replay in my head ALL
night....
v a m p usako: o_O
v a m p usako: is it a surfer song?
v a m p usako: an den u put a line in da coconut and
drink a bowl...
moumantaira: you know where i heard this song?
moumantaira: in vegas
v a m p usako: ou. fer realz? its the same song!?
v a m p usako: O_O;
moumantaira: i dunno...
v a m p usako: it was on my save the mother ocean cd
moumantaira: i was in vegas... aladdin hotel...... in the
shopping mall
v a m p usako: ou yah
v a m p usako: have they added more stores yet?
moumantaira: and there's this surfer shop..... and
they were playing the song.... and all the workers
there were dancing too it and singing along with it =P
moumantaira: *to
moumantaira: that place looks pretty filled with
shops....
v a m p usako: OMFG. IT MUST BE THE SONG! cuz when
u buy the Save the Mother Ocean cd's the money goes
towards surfers saving the oceans
moumantaira: NOOOOOO this song is gonna get
stuck in my head for the rest of my life T_T
v a m p usako: ROTFLMAO
moumantaira: *keeps listening to the song anyway*
v a m p usako: ROTFFLMAO!!!!!!
v a m p usako: i love that song!!!
moumantaira: ah
v a m p usako: ou. when i was there, there were like... no
shops at all
moumantaira: it's so catchy
v a m p usako: just a few here and there
v a m p usako: ou! I just love that song... talk about like...
coincidence. o_O
moumantaira: when i went there.... that place was
filled with shops
v a m p usako: wowwies.
v a m p usako: =B
moumantaira: i didn't see any vacant spots...
v a m p usako: oh REALLI!? O_O;
v a m p usako: ou. did u go to Caesars Palace?
moumantaira: it's so catchy T-T
moumantaira: put the lime in the coconut and call me
in the morning......
v a m p usako: do u like surfer songs? i wanna be a
surfer
v a m p usako: =P
moumantaira: ya
moumantaira: it's just the same as the last time i've
been there
v a m p usako: i thought it was "Line"
moumantaira: no.... i don't particularly like them....
this one just happens to be ..... really catchy...
v a m p usako: cuz i thought it meant as a straw
v a m p usako: =P
moumantaira: now let me get this straight, put the
lime in the coconut
v a m p usako: ou. when i was at Caesars Palace... the
shopping mall, they were renovating a lil
v a m p usako: =P
moumantaira: drink 'em all down
v a m p usako: ^^
moumantaira: and call me in the morning
moumantaira: and say woooooooo
v a m p usako: and then u hear like "Docter!" and some
other stuff after it
v a m p usako: o_O;
moumantaira: ya ya!
v a m p usako: OMFG. thats funni
moumantaira: put the lime in the coconut and call me
in the mooooooooooooorning....
moumantaira: *plays song again*
v a m p usako: XD XD XD
moumantaira: help me! i don't want this song to be
stuck in my head forever T-T
v a m p usako: ROTFFLMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
v a m p usako: i'll give u the cd sometime =P
moumantaira: are all the songs like that?
v a m p usako: sorta
v a m p usako: ^^
v a m p usako: everclear = surfer band
moumantaira: oh....
moumantaira: i didn't know it was a genre of its
own ^^;;
v a m p usako: i just call it surfer songs
v a m p usako: cuz they dont really fit under alternative
moumantaira: ya...
v a m p usako: yeah
v a m p usako: nor under rock really
v a m p usako: o_O
moumantaira: ya true
v a m p usako: ^^
moumantaira wants to send file Makino Ruki -
Moon Fighter.mp3.
v a m p usako: omfg. this is gonna take forever
v a m p usako: o_o;
v a m p usako: ou.
moumantaira: great. now i'm singing along to
Guilmon March x.x
v a m p usako: o_O
v a m p usako: can u send it to me later? its
sooooooooo slow
moumantaira: k
v a m p usako: oouuuuuu. you are sooooooo sweetie
v a m p usako: ^_^
v a m p usako: i lub0rs mai ray-chan
v a m p usako: =D
moumantaira: um.... may i upload mp3s to your
server? ^^;;
v a m p usako: sure
v a m p usako: go to file public_html then mp3s and
then make a file for yourself, title "Raychan-Jocysaidok
v a m p usako: just incase someone else decides to
delete it
moumantaira: huh?
v a m p usako: errr
v a m p usako: make yourself a folder...
v a m p usako: that says "RayChans-JocySaidOk"
v a m p usako: cuz someone else is uploading mp3s
and i dont want that person to delete it
moumantaira: so it's
public_html/mp3s/Raychan_JocySaidOk ?
v a m p usako: yeah
v a m p usako: thats fine
moumantaira: *huggles you*
v a m p usako: so i get to download em too right?
v a m p usako: ^-^
moumantaira: yup yup
moumantaira: it's your server ^^;;
v a m p usako: kewl
moumantaira: *huggles*
moumantaira: *huggles huggles*
moumantaira: ^^
v a m p usako: *huggies*
moumantaira: *huggles more*
v a m p usako: I love hugggggles!
v a m p usako: huggle wars!
v a m p usako: XD
v a m p usako: *HUGGLE HUGGLE*
moumantaira: *huggleglomp*
v a m p usako: mad glompage?! XD
moumantaira: glompage =P
moumantaira:
*HUUUUUUGGGGGLLLLLLEEEESSSSS*
v a m p usako: XD XD XD
v a m p usako: j00 knows how to winn0rs j0cys hart
moumantaira: =P
v a m p usako: =D
v a m p usako: ou. i am saving this log..
v a m p usako: hahaha.
v a m p usako: =D
moumantaira: XD
moumantaira: you're not gonna blackmail me with it,
are you?
v a m p usako: nooooooooooooo
v a m p usako: ^_~
moumantaira: =P
v a m p usako: o_O
moumantaira: *huggles wuggles*
moumantaira: =D
v a m p usako: ouuuuuuuuuuu! how kyute!
moumantaira: i wanna go out with somebody =(
v a m p usako: o_O
v a m p usako: where did that come from!? o_O;
v a m p usako: ouu. sorry i'm taken. ^_~
moumantaira: i dunno..
moumantaira: i'm not interested in you, you know
that....
v a m p usako: i'm just teasin ya
v a m p usako: i love you ray-chan
v a m p usako: you will always be mai guy in mai life. ^_~
moumantaira: ^^
v a m p usako: n e way.....
v a m p usako: imma gonna go to bed...
moumantaira: okies. later
v a m p usako: nites hon. ^^
moumantaira: thanx for letting me upload the mp3s
^^
moumantaira: *gives you goodnight huggle*
v a m p usako: ouuu. you are such a sweetheart
moumantaira: ^^
v a m p usako: if you ever had a girlfriend... omg. you
would make such a great bf.
Friday, September 07, 2001
sometimes i wonder, what kind of people i have grown up with.... its so strange, the friends that i grew up with in the past, the friends that I have now... and the friends that i will make in the future. I really wonder... how many people in my life will i meet? Its so many!! I can list so many! its just amazing, the people that i've met, been friends with, parted. How this cycle seems to just go on and on and on... it amazes me.
Wednesday, September 05, 2001
eat, sleep, wake up, school, work, orchestra... repeat rinse and wash
eat, sleep, wake up, school, work, orchestra... repeat rinse and wash
eat sleep wake up school work orchestra... repeat rinse and wash
eatsleepwakeupschoolworkorchestra. repeat rinse and wash
eatsleepwakeupschoolworkorchestrarepeatrinseandwash
ESWUSWORRAW....
*gurgle...* x_X
Tuesday, September 04, 2001
ooooooooooousssssssh!
i hate school. nuff said. it was good seeing some old people... but not everyone. i can't believe the summer is over. this sucks major ass... i have only like 4 classes... but still. its ass. x_X i can't believe this. i feel so old... yet so young... o_o; i can't believe my own eyes...
why am i reminded so much that i hate school? especially homework... and college... and my stupidity... x_X;
Monday, September 03, 2001
Sunday, September 02, 2001
"In vain have I struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you."
so many things happened over the past few days... up in Tahoe, and even today.
Todays amazing event: jr said something to me... and it was related to tetris attack. o_O;;; and i thought that i was the only player who played that game. but i suck at it... but its just fun. he wants a good player to play against... i wonder, if he finds out my bro is a good player, will he be nice to me? o_O;
Reno ddr player suck ass... no skills... stupid random newbie stuff. it sickens me. but then again in Tahoe... there are 3 machines... 2 USA and 1 kolean ver 2... i love Korean machine... i fall in love... *_* so i met a guy there. he's from so-cal o_O amazing. but i dont remember his name. T_T; n e way it was neet. ^^ his younger sister like complimented me on my freestyling... she was like, "The way you dance flows nicely..." or something like that... something like, "When your up there, you look like your dancing" well... i feel so... XD its good to know that my work on freestyling and flow has improved slightly. there is always more to work on! i'm trying to get my mom to take hip hop class w/ me again. its a fun class.
all u can eat buffets are NOT winnar... x_X i think i gained a lot of weight.... =B ou well. school will knock it all off... and Harrahs hotel rooms = WINNAR!!! omg. those rooms were soooooo wonderful.... 2 bathrooms, and like a total of 3 beds!!! and for a decent price!! the arcade had a DDR USA. nothing big.
in tahoe, we walked around, it was nice, it was hot. x_X; steamed milk w/ vanilla shots = dominator. and like harvys = winnar. they have a korean. the lake at lake tahoe is nice... i picked up a bunch of rocks for mai Rossi. o_O; the other nite on the phone i asked, "What do you want from tahoe?" and he said, "Ou! bring rocks from the lake, like skipping stone type rocks" so i just picked up a whole bunch.... i couldnt help it. =D and then the other day we went to harvys... played kolean.. went to reno went shopping, went to atlantis to eat... i feel fat =B and then went back to harvys! x_X; talk about all u can eat and ddr! but i realised the high ways to reno and tahoe in the late dark nite are really scary. gosh. its all dark. my mom drove half the time w/ high beams on. =X ou well. and then today... we went to the lake... hung around... stopped by Millers Outpost and then drove home... ate dinner in san francisco.... thats about it. its been wonderful. except for the summer reading. i still have more to read. =T not fun. but like lately its been stay up late and read... and stuff... so the past few nites i've been reading. i still gotta do that right now too... i think i will go do that.
but i went shopping! and i got discounted stuff! hot topic in reno = dominator, i bought a t-shirt and a pair of discounted kitty ravar pants (i know they're ravar... but i couldnt help it) and then i got more pants @ millers... and socks! =D ou well.
and rossi called me this evening!!! i didn't even expect it! it was a WONDERFUL surprize... and if your reading this... i'm glad u called me, to let me know your alive, you know how much i can worry.... and he told me the drags result! i feel special to know about em before most ppl. teeheehee. Rossi i love you, what would i do if i didnt have the support you give me? speaking of that. i should be doing my homework. x_X
this summer has been too short. i wish it was longer... i dont want to go to school.
i'm not ready to grow up.
