waaaaaaai. girl scouts day-camp starts... in like... 6 hours! woot woot! oh well. i'm tired now... but i gots something to say.

Ross. I love you.
*runs and hides*

Ray-Chan I lub0rs j00 too.

And jas... *unfs* You'll always be lubed. ^-^

i r tired. hopefully i will get to play around with mai new computer tablet! but on the other hand... *runs off to dream land*
- posted by LiLUsako @ 7/23/2001 03:01:00 AM

 
i cant stand it any more... i feel so... blargh. o_o; *is sewing scarves... still* yeaaaaah. omg. senior pics tomorrow. i r scare. blech. i cant think of n e thing to say. reno tourny wuz lyke... huh? it wuz lyke hella what the hell. oh well. i think i will write about reno... as soon as like... i get a lay out for this website... i'm getting rid of the old stuff... and um stuff. like finish sewing.
- posted by LiLUsako @ 7/17/2001 09:38:00 PM

 
i had a weird dream last nite. i'd better make it quick, we're leaving to the reno tourny. so like. i was dreaming that i was with my friends at some school... there were the bleechers... and so like i put my horn bag (with the horn) on the bleechers and left to hang out with my friends. later when we had to go grab our stuff... and go to the music place (wherever that is) i checked out my horn... and... it was all crushed and fallen apart... and the horn bag was tearing slowly apart... it was so sad. i was so upset. i wanted to cry... i dunno. it was weird. it was a strange strange strange dream. >.< kaye. i go to reno! lucks to everyone!
- posted by LiLUsako @ 7/13/2001 12:48:00 PM

 
I gots a kyute white bear. =D

that is all. ^-^ (i saw cats and dogs)
- posted by LiLUsako @ 7/08/2001 07:36:00 PM

 
I give up. why am i living this lie? omg. i'm just sooooo in love with my guy. and i can't stop. i dont know why. its not that i want to stop... but like i've been hella feeling empty. and like i know its cuz i'm 'obessessing' over him... but everytime i try and do something... it comes back. straight in my face. i dunno what to make out of it. i'm just tired of hiding, keeping the truth away from everyone. I love him so much. i wonder if people know. i know some have figured it out. but who cares? i don't any more. i'm ready to give up... and give in. i love him so much. its so fawking hard. u know what hon. i miss you. u know who i'm talking about. i'm talking to you. i feel so... so empty. x.x and its been like that for the longest time. i feel so far apart... and even if we are close... i dunno... gah. *runs away* why am i so in love?
- posted by LiLUsako @ 7/06/2001 12:28:00 AM