desired dreams
Tuesday, March 27, 2001
i hate school
i hate people
i hate everyone.
ugh. i have this feeling of hatred inside of me. thats wrong. thats very wrong. somethings wrong with me and iono wut. i mean seriously. when i look at myself in the mirror, i hate it. i dont like seeing myself in the mirror. who am i? iono who i am. right now i feel so lazy when it comes to school, its like i dun wanna be there. i want to sleep. like an endless sleep... yeah. school is driving me to the brink of insanity... i must run away from it! plis save me. >.< i hate this. i think i have a math test next period... o_O; i'm so phony.
Saturday, March 24, 2001
So... its been a lovely weekend noi`?
Its been a very... amazing weekend. so to speak. Its quite amazing acutally. Even I am surprised.
Yap! It started yesterday too, and no, highway 237 is not the answer.
Anyway so Friday was what? that Radio Sneak preview of Great America right? Kewl. So after school i get picked up and taken to my moms office. Koo. then luvly mishtare Pakwan comes to pick me up! YaY! Mom gives him the usualy "Who the fawk are you and what are you going to do with my daughter" questinare. DING DING! Thatd right mishtare Pakwan your charm skills are the winnar. Any way, so now away frum mummy right? Koo.
head down to Ty's, YiPPie! Long time no see! the place was amazingly clean!! OMG! even i can't believe that. i shoulda took a pic... n e way, so Pakwans like, "Yeah, we're gonna meet up w/ doreen" so we get back in his white car and start driving out towards MGL, and mish Toy decides to call and tell us to U-Turn bak to Tys place.
Yay! We Go Bak!
PSO is odd... i'm not sure if its the winnar. I dont own a DC. shoot me.
Now. Miss Toy shows up, we all happy, but Poor mishtare failures got no tix. >.< he shoulda gone! So Ty, Toy, Pakwan, and I head down to PGA (Great America) and parking $$$ is not the winnar... as Miss Toy put it, "Hey i remember when the car parking price was $4" right. now its bumped up by a double. any way, so finally, we're almost in! At the main gates, stupid guards say, "No no pocket knives... we confiscate u get bak later" to poor mishtare Ty. eh? Follow the cheeze now! >.< code name for DDR?!? FAWK NO!!! ITS PSYCHO MOUSE!!! O__o nani? thats what i mean. so like we all were, "This is wow..." for the fact that Miss Toy, Pakwan and I havent been to PGA in a few or so years... and Nobody... has never been there. kaye. so we then mosy our way over to the grizley... and after like 15 mintues of waiting, it shuts down, why!? Cuz of no power. and i ask, "And they're opening tomorrow?!?!?!" fawking-a. n e way. we eventually mosy over to the arcade and play sum k3rdmix and 1.5mix... 1.5 mix is the winnar. after a while of ddr and whining, we go to.. the REVOLUTION!
"Oh Shiet my quarter!"
"Oh crap my pager!"
"Oh fawk my cellphone..."
Later on after one whole ride of revolution, "Um Cynan i really did lose my quarters," "Oh... i thought you were just joking..."
heh. any way, so Hidden, Sudden, Stealth! Yesh, so we waited like 2 and a half hours to ride that ride... yeah. Pill Bug Soccer is the winnar. Mishtare Geordan and his Gal Friend, and eventually Jdogg and lady Cristyne ended up finding us and joining us. yesh. tarepanda raver lights are the winnar. morse code ascii raver style is well... nevermind. zipper cargo pants are the winnar. O_O; there was hella stuff in em. at one point... i had... 2 wallets, 2 cellphones, 1 pager, 1 lighter, 1 disposable camera, and um other stuff. I R WINNAR! yesh. so after stealth, next came top gun... yesh. so heres where the kewl stuff kicked in, i call home right on Miss Toys phone, "Hey mom its like 10:45, we're waiting on the top gun line, it'll be a while... and then i'll go home" "Oh sure alright.. okay.." Koo. so later we leave PGA and head back to Tys. Now, we're all hungry, "But Jason you just ate 2 hours ago..." "But Jason needs more warmth in his hands" go figure =D body warmth is the winnar. So now i call mommy again, "Hey mom its 12:15... we havent had n e thing to eat, we're going to dennies" "Oh okay, come home right after, i'll leave the front door light on for you" now talk about whack?! N e way, head down to dennies and stuff and no big noses are not the winnar. kaye. so we take the food to go... and get bak to tys... hey we're missing food, so cynan and mishtare dogg go bak to dennies, and miss toy stayed at home and stuff... and well bop it is uM. "Hella addictive" yeah. Well upon Pakwan and Jdoggs (*koff* GoD *koff*) return we eat, watch 10 things i hate about you and stuff... and yes! MILK IS THE WINNAR!
so? time to go home now... and what time was it that i did come home? Oh 2:30 in the morning...
thats the sum of friday, so now i think? whats whack about my rents? maybe it is Cynans parental charm? I dunno. i'm lost.
So saturday,orchestra dress rehersal is not the winnar, er at least in the morning, and joes hogies... is a lot of food. and SVGL! SOCK DANCING IS THE WINNAR! and 911 police.... well my knees hurt now. ^___^ and to end the night? A wonderful musical...
yeah. thats how it went. hahaha. *insane*
i still dont understand my parents.
BOP IT IS THE WINNAR (maybe not for me... =T as crystine put it, Bop it + cristyne = not so well of cordination... but... nevermind. ^_^;)
i r out!
-jocy
Monday, March 12, 2001
oiiiiiii!!!!!!
Jocy died, jocy b sick... but does n e one care? FAWK NO! ^_^ its just lil old me. lil old jocy... who's been glubbing around... i feel fishy today? i dunno i've been in the mood for fishes... not to eat! (i onlee eat sushi!!!!) wahahahaha. *insane* but yeah. weird ass things like that. haha. oi oi. but yeah. weird ass things like that. O_o; i dunno. I've got friends and stuff telling me things... do i really want to be here? >.< PUI! HELL NO!!!. and then i got my grandma ranting at me for wearing pj pants to orchestra class... i cant help it. they're really nice and comphy to wear... i swear! and like my lips died. back on the accutane! gaaah! attack of the killer vitamin a pills that will dry your skin up! oi! i feel like fish! ^_^ hRm. i'll show that fish pic... upload damn digital camera! ^_^;
- posted by LiLUsako @ 3/12/2001 10:05:00 PM
Friday, March 09, 2001
GUAR! I hate life. n e way, things have been so buzy buzy buzy for me! i've been all over the place, i have so much homework to make up too, i'm quite lazy. yeah. hRm. stuff going on, i got HELLA history shit to do and stuff like that. and i want to revamp my site and blogger and stuff but i havent had the time. i must be a lazy butt. me and my tare butt =D but any way, i will work on stuff? i guess... i hate programming. i dunno why i'm taking ap comp sci.. stupid fishes! >.< i think i will go now. =D
